your face is beaming
you say it's 'cause you're dreaming
of how good it's going to be
you say you've been around
and now you've finally found
everything you wanted and needed in me
i don't have the heart to hurt you
it's the last thing i want to do
but i don't have the heart to love you
not the way you want me to
inside i'm dying to see you crying
how can i make you understand
i care about you, so much about you, baby
i'm trying to say this as gently as i can
'cause i don't have the heart to hurt you
it's the last thing i want to do
but i don't have the heart to love you
not the way you want me to
you're so trusting and open
hoping that love will start
but i don't have the heart
oh no, i don't have the heart

Lirik di atas adalah lirik dari lagu yang dikirim Jun sore ini. Saya katakan kepada dia bahwa saya ga akan pernah mendownload lagu itu. Saya katakan bahwa saya membenci dia.. Yang saya katakan adalah kebalikan dari apa yang saya lakukan. Ya Tuhan... rasanya sungguh...ga bisa saya gambarkan melalui kalimat. Rasa saya semakin teraduk ketika mendengar lagu itu. Saya putar berkali - kali, memastikan saya ga salah dengar dan mengerti lirik. Dan saya mengerti. Saya berharap dia bisa bersama saya. Tapi dia ga ada hati buat saya hehehee...